Where do I go from here?

I have offically hit rock bottom. All I can do is go up from here, just not quite sure how. I keep asking myself what I did to deserve this and I keep coming up empty handed. This is all just so very unfair. Not only to me but to Kaden more than anyone. I just feel like screaming at the top of my lungs, but I know that wouldn't do any good. In the end I only want one thing. Him. But it just doesnt look like that is going to happen.


~A

Irritated to the MAX!!

I don't understand why people have to be so freaking lazy at work. Yes since you want to be a baby I will completely stop my training for my new position and help you do your job (even though it isn't my job anymore) until the new girl gets back just so you don't have to do a little extra work! I really don't understand. This is BULLSHIT.

Sorry about the angry outburst, but I feel a little better.

-A

It's Friday! Woo Hoo!

Woo Hoo!  I am ready for the weekend!  My nephew turns 2 tomorrow.  :-)    We are celebrating with a party at A's house.  Happy birthday to one of the most precious little boys ever!  Happy Friday everyone. ~J~

Little things to think about.

I have to tell myself things like this from time to time to remind myself to live in the moment. ~J~